so right.....or not?

sometimes it can feel

as it should..

and feel as you

always wanted it to feel...

it can be SO right

and yet,

so not!

I do not know how
or why that is!

Could it be a heart connection

that dwindles?

or a chemistry match

without heart?

Could it be the past

has dug in too deep?

or just simply

the present

is not fitting like a glove?

I do not know!

I know that there was good...

lots of it!

Nothing really was wrong!...

just something

did not feel

completely right!

Maybe it was just me!

Maybe my heart

will never feel whole

again..

or maybe it was timing!

Or maybe

just not the right 'one'.

I just don't know!

I am sad!

ending a relationship

hurts both people!

I am thankful!

I had a couple of months

with a man

who has forever raised

the bar,

as to how I shall

expect to be treated

and cherished!

I am glad!

glad for the moments,

glad for the lessons,

glad for the memories

and glad that I have learned

to read my heart

and know

when 'so' right...

is just 'not'...

nomatter how sad

and very hard...

that is!