Dating...
ugh!
not dating..
ugh!
Just waiting...
not so ugh!
I am 'actively' dating...
or considering dates when asked:)..
which is quite huge!:)
but
I know
that I will reach a place
so soon
of just sitting back..
and waiting!
because really...
I do not want to
rush into a relationship...
why do I feel the need
to rush the process
of meeting someone?
I guess
its the cliche..
the being alone..
the feeling like life is passing
and I am running out of time!
so...
dating for this moment...
(admittedly dating is
a strong word for it:)!)
but, waiting...
is JUST around the corner..
I can feel it...
I can hear its breathe...
that place of just being willing
to 'be'..
seems to be finding me again...
I have gone back and forth with these feelings for many years myself. I think it gets harder and harder to put those vulnerable emotions and feelings out again. and yet it seesaws with feelings of loneliness and just missing something.
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