Friday, June 25, 2010

this again...

over 19 months (but whose counting)
without NOT only a relationship..
but even a date..
sometimes
gets me thinking..

now in fairness,
I am not sure I would have wanted
it differently!
I tend to run
whenever the subject comes up.

But, in truth
now I am not opposed to the idea
but I am wondering
how realistic the opportunity
will even be.

See here is the thing;
not only am I a mother...
and a pet owner/ animal lover..
and earthy vegetarian...
three things that some could live with out;
but I also have a strong faith!
and my faith dictates my lifestyle..
that means, by my OWN personal choice;
I don't drink-
or have s*x,
I am conservative
in who I am,
and how I live.
This is me!
not someone else's life
just mine..

but suddenly
I have come to see..
that even those
who believe like I do
do not always want to live like I do
and therefore
I am not their cup of tea.

well sheesh..
so if the 'bad boys' are out...:)
now, the 'good boys'
are taking them selves out of the running too??
lol!

Thankfully life is good
and I am happy with my garden,
and cats..
and dogs...
and green beans:)
oh..and of course, those kids of mine!

no worries..
no rush..
just questions!
When all is said and done
life would be quite boring
if we lived with out wondering
and looking at who we are,
and why we choose what we do.

I certainly ponder
but its not in sadness
or worry..
rather in curiosity
and even excitement!

As ultimately,
I understand that what shall be
can only be better then what was!

8 comments:

  1. Thanks for stopping by!!
    I'm following you back :)
    have a great weekend!

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  2. Dear Debbie,
    God first, Family second!
    I can relate to what you have written so eloquently.
    Don't sweat the little things!
    Matt 6:33
    But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
    This is a wonderful truth in our lives. Matter of fact, if you get a chance, read all chapter 6 in Matthew. You won't regret it!
    God Bless,
    Paul

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  3. It would be a very boring world if we all were alike......celebrating our differences makes for a much happier and contented life...:-)Hugs

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  5. Don't they say that great things come to those who wait?!!...

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  6. Good things are coming!!
    Hugs
    SueAnn

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  7. Stick with what you believe in and what you want will fall into place when it is time!

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  8. Things in the end always work out. The person for you has been there all along. Now you have found him. Aren't you glad that you waited? I know I am!

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