Friday, April 22, 2011

I have those moments too...

40 days out of 41...
I am happy-
content-

but, that 1 day...
I feel-
lonely...
or maybe just alone.

I am not sure what
makes the difference,
why..
most of the time
I love my life,
and yet, sometimes
I feel the burden
of no-one to share it with!

However,
in those moments...
I have to work
to over come
self destructive impulses.
For me;
that would be calling an ex-
or eating ice cream...
and normally results
in a free trial on a dating
website.
I guess it could be worse.

I know the feeling
will pass..
I know that today
I feel alone,
and a little sad.
I know that tomorrow-
I have fun plans ALONE
and I will completely
enjoy my day-
the moment having passed.

So, for this moment-
I shall go surf
online dating sites..
and maybe, just maybe...
eat some butter pecan!
and take tomorrow,
as it comes!

3 comments:

  1. Enjoy the Butter Pecan! My fav too!! That or some fresh baked bread!! Ha!
    Then I go for a nice long walk to work it off and start again anew!!
    Happy Easter dear one
    Hugs
    SueAnn

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  2. Funny thing about your post, there are so many times that I wish I had time to myself with no one with me. I'm so busy helping and worring about others, I tend to forget about myself. That's why when I do have a day for myself and no one else, I do things for myself and only myself.

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