Saturday, February 21, 2009

Last look back...journal entries cont

January 21st 2007

So much to say...
The kids started school this week.
All I ever knew is no more.
I was a devoted more
I was a homeschooling more.
And soon the last aspect of my identity; stay at home mom...
will instead be 'working mom'.
It's all changed.
Sometime's its OK. I know the kids will be OK. And that I will be OK.
And sometimes I hurt beyond measure and miss my place in this world.

I miss knowing where my footsteps would fall-
Where I belonged,
Who I was!

I feel adrift.
I am not sure who I am any more.
I am in limbo - floating,
waiting for a wave
to wash me ashore and set me at the foot of my future!


I found my place in the world...
I found my identity
I found that where I am, surpasses where I have been.
I took a step towards the future...
I am not just OK...
I am excited about whats to come...........


  1. nice checklist...enjoy the wine!

  2. Good for you! It's fun to look back and see how far we've come.

  3. This is so good to read!! I have felt the same things myself...and these days, I mostly feel pretty good about things like you, but it is still nice to see a reminder. :)