so I wonder if these tiny pricks of hurt
will ever fully go away?
I am so far beyond the broken, sad person I was!
I am so much stronger!
and I am happy!
really happy in my life!
But, when a heart was once broken,
it seems the scars might still bleed
looking at some public pictures..
I glimpsed one of ex's new love!
It was taken on a trip they took.
Here is the part that pierced my heart!
NOT that they took a trip-
been there-done that!
BUT that the picture was taken of her..
AND never in all our years
(16 .. but who is counting)
do I remember him wanting to catch a moment of me!
It hits that little sore spot..
that little place
that was rejected and discarded!
and it hurts!!
I will not lie!!
and its over!
and the scar has healed over once again!
But, I wonder...
will I always be so vulnerable?
so strong and yet so fragile?
Will my heart forever bleed
when it is pricked?
or will there come a time
the scar will knit so tight...
that pin pricks to my heart,
will not longer cause me harm?