I wear this on a pendant around my neck!
OK its more of a dog tag then a pendant!
NOT really prissy BUT really powerful!
I found it on one of my days alone,
wandering in and out of little stores
in a quaint town near by!
I do believe I have found my wings,
and my journey has paid off!
Often when I speak with woman whose wings are still broken,
I encourage them to take the painful steps
of being alone and THRIVING alone!
and it is painful!
I remember well
crying through movies..
driving to the beach alone
with tears falling in my lap;
thinking is this fun and healthy?
because it does not feel fun and healthy!
BUT, I kept going..
each time got easier!
My first vacation alone...
BUT, I was SO glad I did it!
all these steps paved the way
to the place I am now!
It did not happen overnight!
It was not easy!
And it did not happen without thought becoming action!
but, it happened!
However, I wonder now..
am I hiding behind my wings?
do I place them around my body as a shield to protect me
from the world around me!
The more I enjoy being alone (a healthy thing)
the less I desire company!
I blogged about this not that long ago.
And I believe that being alone is healthy!
BUT, we are not really 'created' to be alone!
So, is desiring ONLY to be alone healthy??
I cannot truly feel free without knowing
that I could remain free
alone or not.....!!!!
still journeying I guess.....